feeling yang................entah???

is anythin' wrong with me????
sometimes life seem easier but most of d time...
i feel like losing myself.....
but juz cannot detect d right probs is...
well....maybe dis juz my feeling but...
to be honest....
there is certain time where i wanna throw out all dis feeling...
ada masa bila aku rasa tenang...
ada masa aku rasa jantung aku berdegup sgt kencang but aku xtau reason...
or i know d reason but refuse to accept...
damn...
wut d hell is wrong wif me???
ari ni..aku juz tgk foto (someone other will never know) ....
but aku nyer feeling membuak-buak...
like ader sesuatu yang menekan diafragma aku...
rasa cam sesak nafas tapi....still manage to breathe...
rasa cam missing but not that hurt...
how to overcome dis crisis...
missing over someone that can never b reveal...
salah ker???
camne nk buat ni????
just buat post about this person pon dh buat aku rasa gemuruh...
sejuk satu badan....
cam nk demam jek....
tolong....
ape nyer sindrom ni????